During a particularly critical cycle of my life, I was given insights into what were called "ego light" and "loving light." These were superimposed upon a diagram of a man, a picture that looked very much like the famous Leonardo da Vinci drawing except that there were labels and chakras.

Somehow in my own religious education, I never really paid much attention to Lucifer, but those who did will probably not find anything original in what I now wish to share. I wish to write this at this time because last night I dreamed that Ammachi was the new leader of the world.

Light is, we assume, the spark from the Creator that imbues us with life, purpose, and direction. Consciousness of light brings knowing into our psyches and enables us to express the will to fulfill our destinies, but unlike the angels, humankind has compiled a tremendous amount of information that it equates to knowledge and that, increasingly, over probably thousands of years, has conferred power upon those who have evidenced a capacity to use that information. This has also given rise to the many temptations to use information to assert authority, acquire power, dominate, and coerce. Unfortunately, this is the world created by ego light: a world of material focus in which quest for resources, patenting of seeds and strands of DNA, development of technologies that inflict disease and suffering, and where today, there is such a zealous interest in knowledge that control of information and the potential for heinous abuse of invasive technologies is dragging us back to the days of the Inquisition, days in which our leaders, both religious and political, were enemies of the people and certainly at variance with the Will of God.

So, I am upset that Allah is the rallying call of one band of dissidents and criminals and God is the alleged rubber stamper of another band of maverick souls.

To the extent that God has spoken through His prophets, all children of God have been told not to kill. In our civilization, we have also been told not to covet and so on and so forth.

What does a soul that has fallen out of grace want? This is the critical question. It sounds very old-fashioned to speak of selling one's soul to the devil, but isn't this going on wholesale right now? Doesn't Madison Avenue carry on the devil's work day in and day out. Wasn't it an irony that for a few days after 911, we were spared the hype of wonder drugs that improve our sex life or devices that strengthen our abs?

In our effort to grasp hold of what is left of our "civilization," we have been asked to get back to normal, but what sort of insanity are we committing by doing so?

To answer this question, we must face the pain of seeing where we are functioning as souls and where we are as errant as the people who are attempting to impose a New World Order on a somnambulant populace.

This NWO is the epitome of cruel-hearted, ruthless, and errant ego. It cares not how many victims it creates. It opposes life. It believes it can synthesize life, improve upon Nature, upon the Divine Order. It believes it can own resources, control resources, create and eliminate disease, create and eliminate species—all for what end? a day or a thousand days of the euphoria of a toxin produced by a massively defiant ego, the hallucinogen of power, and the ephemeral grandeur of strength, a strength that always pales when the ego is close to death and the day of judgment.

Where there is no ego, there is no need for judgment, for it is only when the capacity to act at variance with Divine Law is exercised that the possibility of generating karma occurs. One sets in motion causes that must be brought back into alignment with God.

The goal of spiritual practice is alignment with God through soul consciousness and the natural actions that stem from the soul. The ego stands as a barrier to this knowing because it holds an agenda that fogs the window to the soul, something I have described as a miasm, probably the most dangerous miasm the world has ever known because it blinds the ego-dominated individual to reality so that he or she is stuck with his or her own opinions.

We are created innocent and the window to Divine knowing is open, but we barricade our hearts and minds by placing emphasis on the wrong elements of experience. We judge our experiences and the causes of the experiences and attempt to control the present and future with our own weapons of defense rather than the surrender of self to purpose.

In looking out at the world today, I see a few individuals functioning as souls and most who are not. The higher up the chain of power one goes, the less soul one tends to see. People blind to their souls are often convinced that their limited viewpoints are correct, but many have such evil ulterior motives that they hope to blind others rather than set aside their agendas.

A being filled with loving light has no need to control others. By awakening others to their own Divinity, the individuals move into harmony and pose no risk to others. On the contrary, they become true citizens of the Universe and disciples upon whom others can rely for light.

In the last months, we have seen the burial of many bodies, the displacement of many more—millions of jobless and homeless refugees. We have seen the burial of journalism, journalists acting more as prosecuting attorneys than newspersons. We have seen the burial of many freedoms and the unleashing of fury such as has not been known since the beginning of recorded history.

I am not calling for revolution. Revolution, however, is an honorable response to intolerable government, government that is unable to create a humanitarian world because of its indebtedness to industry. I am trying to show that if we care about what is happening, we have to do something and call the bluffs. For instance, it is easier to destroy the weapons of mass destruction than to protect people against their use. Therefore, we should be destroying the stash of biological weapons, as our treaties require us to do, rather than contracting with pharmaceutical companies for vaccines.

Industry has created a nonviable world because it serves material interests rather than Life. It's this simple. Choose your master.

In my dream, Ammachi emerged as the leader of a world based on the Infinite Love of a Selfless Mother. She does not need to hold political position to lead. All a soul has to do is be and the closer one comes to the beingness of a true soul, the more one wants to find one's own soul. This, folks, is the answer. Be who you really are and build your world carefully, one day at a time, one brick at a time, one goal at a time. Bring others into your circle of love and reverence and shut the door to evil. It's time to end its reign of terror, its agenda of fear and divisiveness, its control over the hearts and minds of otherwise godly children.

Ingrid Naiman
15 December 2001

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